

miss u badly. I have tons of thigs to tell u, Daddy.
Three years ago, it was Friday afternoon. I was on my way to Salman Mosque because I had bad feeling before. Mom called when adzan was being shouted for Magrib Shalah. “Allahuakbar” in adzan strengthened me while I was hearing the news, tears didn’t come out because I felt God’s with me, very near. I cried in Shalah, but still could be controlled. Yet after Shalah, I lost control in seconds. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raaji’un. You were back to Him at beatiful time, Daddy, in the end of yaumul jumu’ah. (May 22th 2009, ten days after my 21th birthday)
How are you today, Dad? Me and mom, we are okay. Although live without you becomes harder through the time, it strengthen us more and more, especially mom. Thank you for choosing her to be my mom, she is the real hero for my life beside you. I thank God for trusting me to you and mom. I will always love you, Dad. We love you always. I pray for you and mom in my do’a. I’ll try harder to be the best daughter of you two, Lillah!
Rabbighfirlii waliwaalidayya, warhamhuma kamaa rabbayanii shaghiira
May 22th, 2012
Bersyukurlah wahai para pemilik hati yang tidak mudah membenci. Walaupun mulut dengan mudahnya mengeluarkan kata itu, dan perbuatan seketika menunjukkan kedongkolan saat lelah mulai meracuni asa. Namun, organ penghubung itu memilih untuk bersabar dan tak pernah lelah berharap sesuatu yang baik. Alhamdulillah, semoga ia tetap istiqamah dan selalu berada dalam kendali Pemilik Sesungguhnya.

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Sampai kapan ia sanggup betahan? Bahkan dirinya pun tak tahu?
Tidak bolehkah mengambil resiko? Terjun ke lobang yang kata orang isinya tak lagi baik
Apakah tidak mungkin lobang itu ia bersihkan? Tapi ia bukan siapa-siapa, untuk berani bermimpi seperti itu.
Tapi juga ia pernah dengar, dengan usaha dan doa apa pun bisa
Ia mungkin bukan siapa-siapa, tapi ia punya Tuhan yang tahu siapa dirinya.
Semoga ia tak lupa untuk selalu minta pendapat pada Tuhannya dalam tiap usahanya

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Actually, it’s not the time for doing some melancholy things, even it’s a hectic time for me, I’m running with two deadline! But hearing this song, suddenly makes me wanna cry. Although I know this song was dedicated for couples being in love each other, some memories about my childhood were flashing back spontaneously. To Ibu and Ayah, Thank You for Loving Me.. Hopefully next time I can say these five words for someone you’ve been waitin for too..
with ♥
your daughter
Let me be more patient and more persistent
Like Bill Potter did
from today, till I get what I want
Bismillah